HEY!

you guys haven't heard anything from me in a while. Yeah... Sorry about that. I've been SO busy lately. I'm actually taking a break from my summer assignment. I have about four days to work on it. I'm not even half way finished T_T. I swear that this year I am NOT, i mean NOT!!, going to procrastinate anymore. It's just bad, especially in high school and college.

Anyways, summer is officially over for me even though school hasn't started. Since i'm spending my time working on homework and going to Field hockey practice everyday. So yeah, no time to draw or even scan my new drawings >< Just a warning, Once school starts you are all gonna see alot of deviations from me. So be prepared.

Field Hockey... to me it is a really fun sport, but i'm scared O_o I'm on varsity and my skill aren't that great. I feel i'm holding the team back and our first Scrimmage [game that doesn't count towards the season] is on Monday! ARG!! I hope my hockey player instincts come out by then. Plus having practice everyday makes my legs sooooo sore!! I need some motrin or something.

School starts Aug 26th. Hope this year goes fast like freshman year.

I had some recent drama with my boyfriend. Not gonna say what happened but hopefully its all done now. OH WOW! I just remembered! we've been together for about 6 months now! That's half a year!!! I'm so excited ^_^ and we have a long distance relationship, and people say those don't work out ^_^. It sucks though... He already started school and i can't talk to him late at night anymore. Only on weekends, but he is usually too tired to stay up like he used to. Oh well, I kno things will go well with us. I just know it will. It did last year, but it wasn't so intense cuz we weren't dating back then. Oh well, i know it will work out!

OK!! I've got some news for you guys. I know many of you are huge Twilight fans, some go insane when someone even say the word "Twilight", even if they aren't talking about the book. Anyways, getting to my point. Honestly, because of the maddness with Twilight...

I HAVE A CERTAIN DISLIKE FOR VAMPIRES..

I know that probably hurt some of you, but hey it's my opinion, don't let it affect you too much. Because of Twilight I'm ust tired of Vampires.. and the movie was a piece of shit, THEY PICKED THE WRONG GUY TO BE EDWARD!! Plus Twilight sort of ruined the vision of a vampire for me. the thing is:

VAMPIRES ARE NOT SPARKLY!!

Now i'm all for the werewolves! I'm not into Jacob either, so dont say anything about that. In my opinion my boyfriend is much hotter than the guy who plays Jacob. Anyways, the whole vampire thing has really boring now. I would like more stories with werewolves, or other mystical creatures besides Vampires. i like vampires but not as much as before. Dont get mad and flame me twilight fans. It's really how i feel. So i've decided to start writing my own story, similar to twilight, but it has absolutely nothing to do with vampires, it's all werewolves. The story line is going to be different too. I want to make it better than Twilight but i know i can't since i'm not an experienced writer, but i will try. I'm not really sure what it's going to be called. But i'm going to give a shot at it. And twilight fans, try reading it for me. Tell me what you think. I'm really excited to start this and i can't wait to work on the first chapter ^_^ Hope you guys, including the Twilight, fans like it too.

That's it for now. Ok hope I see you guys soon ^_^



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I am now taking requests from anyone. If you would like me to draw/write something of your liking then I will draw/write it. Please send me a NOTE if you have a request. However, I do have rules unfortunately, such as:
No Anti-SasuSaku(sorry I just don’t appreciate that, being it’s my favorite couple)
No SasuKarin(definitely not ), SasuIno()
No Naruto Yaoi(gay)/Yuri(lesbian) couples (I will do yaoi and yuri from other animes/mangas)
No Anti-Sasuke or Anti -Sakura
I will do very descriptive sexual scenes in fan fictions. With drawings I will draw sex but nothing will be shown.
I will allow crossovers. For example, Bleach meets Naruto
No requesting photos of me
No flaming of any religions or religious beliefs or symbols
I will not draw any nude drawings or any pornography
Try not to ask for too much. I love to work with detail but don’t make it too difficult
I will credit you for requesting
^{Though I have many rules I might make exceptions because you all are awesome so just ask}
NOTE:
I do have limitations. I do struggle with some concepts in drawing and writing. I am still working on my techniques. I want to satisfy you all, but please do not flame me for not satisfying you. However, I do appreciate critiquing. Critiquing is a way for me to get better. I can tell the difference between a critique and a flame. If you do critique, don’t be afraid to go all out (meaning don’t be afraid to hurt my feelings). It does hurt, but it helps. Well, I’m used to it I guess. Time is also an issue since I am in high school. If I am taking too long I haven’t forgot about you, I’m just really busy or I am having a drawer’s block (I HATE THOSE!!! ). If it feels like I forgot you just KINDLY remind me and I will get it done ASAP. Have fun!

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Someone tell me if I forgot any of you!

Thanks for Watching me!! OR For Letting Me Watch You! (that's sounds wrong xD)

I, me, Kristin, have REAL FUCKING DRAMA in my life now.

*sigh* but hopefully its over now.

Let me start off first by saying sorry for people with requests. I'm too busy to draw anymore. I'm also too distracted. Sorry i haven't submitted anything in a while. Having another artist's block. *sigh*

I also came back from Field Hockey camp on June 26th. Spending four nerve racking days without talking to my baby boy was torture! I managed to have some fun with my teammates, though we lost every game we played. -_-. I improved ALOT too, which is a good thing, because most likely I am going to be on Varsity since we need people on varsity. Every Mondays, Wednesdays, and Thursdays I go to conditioning with my teammates. Since we seriously have to workout and get in shape for the season. We really need it.

I'm also heading to Florida on Aug. 7th all the way till Aug. 12th. I'm visiting my cousins and such to see their million dollar house Dx. Holy Crap! lol xD Hope that turns out fun ^_^ On Aug. 14th i'm going to a Three Doors Down concert, anyone want to go who knows me in real life?! >.<

Lately i've been on some emotional edges. I've been crying alot. I wish it would stop. I'm not sure what's it's from. It could be neediness for my boyfriend, the incident [drama thing] that happened a couple days ago, or me just being emotional. I really need some comfort. Today I actually cried like four times on and off. I just stopped crying. Right now i feel sad, depressed, alone, and scared. I don't know why either.

The "INCIDENT" that happened a couple of days ago was the drama i was talking about. I won't go into great details but it was SOOOO horrible. You can say i almost lost my boyfriend to another girl. He said he loves us both but he doesn't know who to choose. I was seriously crying my eyes out that whole time. I was praying to God that no matter what happened or who he chose everything was going to be alright. After all the tears, he told me he wasn't leaving me and that he regrets ever thinking about it. I was sooooo relieved. But through that whole thing i felt alittle selfish. I felt like i was holding him back from what he really wanted. But he convinced me he wanted to stay by my side. I don't want to sound mean or anything but i hate this girl now. She's trying to take him away from me. It feels like our relationship has gotten a bit different, Or is it just me worrying too much? Hopefully things will go well. And please don't ask about the real details because it includes other people's businesses. I'm only talking about it to let my emotions out.

Besides all of that my life is pretty much the same. I finally started working on my summer assignment and i should be done with it in a few days or so.

That's all i have to basically say. Hope you guys have strong fulfilling lives and become successful people.


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Requests Rules
I am now taking requests from anyone. If you would like me to draw/write something of your liking then I will draw/write it. Please send me a NOTE if you have a request. However, I do have rules unfortunately, such as:
No Anti-SasuSaku(sorry I just don’t appreciate that, being it’s my favorite couple)
No SasuKarin(definitely not ), SasuIno()
No Naruto Yaoi(gay)/Yuri(lesbian) couples (I will do yaoi and yuri from other animes/mangas)
No Anti-Sasuke or Anti -Sakura
I will do very descriptive sexual scenes in fan fictions. With drawings I will draw sex but nothing will be shown.
I will allow crossovers. For example, Bleach meets Naruto
No requesting photos of me
No flaming of any religions or religious beliefs or symbols
I will not draw any nude drawings or any pornography
Try not to ask for too much. I love to work with detail but don’t make it too difficult
I will credit you for requesting
^{Though I have many rules I might make exceptions because you all are awesome so just ask}
NOTE:
I do have limitations. I do struggle with some concepts in drawing and writing. I am still working on my techniques. I want to satisfy you all, but please do not flame me for not satisfying you. However, I do appreciate critiquing. Critiquing is a way for me to get better. I can tell the difference between a critique and a flame. If you do critique, don’t be afraid to go all out (meaning don’t be afraid to hurt my feelings). It does hurt, but it helps. Well, I’m used to it I guess. Time is also an issue since I am in high school. If I am taking too long I haven’t forgot about you, I’m just really busy or I am having a drawer’s block (I HATE THOSE!!! ). If it feels like I forgot you just KINDLY remind me and I will get it done ASAP. Have fun!

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Newest Watchers:
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People I Watch:


People that Watch Me:


Clubs:


Someone tell me if I forgot any of you!

Thanks for Watching me!! OR For Letting Me Watch You! (that's sounds wrong xD)

Hey...

I know I submitted all those Tattoo designs and all. I'm getting into the whole tattoo thing now. But my parents won't let me get one until I'm 18. I'll be getting to your requests soon. I just need to get things done first.

The title of this journal entry says I'm going through alot..

It's true.

So much is going on this summer.

I've got field hockey practice with my teammates, Every Mondays, Wednesdays and Thursdays until tryouts on Aug. 15. My mom is making me go to everyone i can make it to. I need to get in shape. I'm a fatty. Lol. Well i think i'm a fatty. My friends think I'm "average". Eh... just want to be a little bit skinnier. I have to wake up early for those practice too. I usually stay up until 5 or 6 in the morning talking to my boyfriend on the phone while we are webcamming. Its fun. ^_^

I still have to start my fucking summer assignment for English Honors. Its so much on my shoulders. I hate fucking summer assignments >< I hate whoever came up with that idea. Well, at least i don't go to those year round schools. I can't wait to get out of highschool and go to college. Don't ask why. I just want to get my parents out of my hair. I want to move down to Georgia with my sister and go to college there. I like it there ^_^

I also have to work at getting my driver's permittt too. I'mma turn 16 in two months. I need to find classes and take the test and all that shit. My parents let me drive around my neighborhood for some practice. It's actually quite entertaining.

Another thing, This bothers me. Girls wanting my boyfriend. *sigh* they are bringing dramam into my life now. Well, one of them is completely insane and thinks they are still together. But now she called him telling him they should be just friends. Thank god! One less person i have to deal with. He was gonna have me talk to her. I wouldn't know what to say. Another one of his ex-girlfriends is messing with me. So i'm messing with her. She left us alone for a while and now she's messing with us?! That's bullshit. She's just mad my long distance relationship is going better with the guys she's been with... She's left us alone, hopefully. My boyfriend shot her down with really mean remarks. Lol. There's all these other girls on his myspace that want him. One of his ex-girlfriends comepletely shut him out of her life because her boyfriend said so and because he's with me. I do not see why they can't leave him alone. If he said he loved someone I would let him be with that someone, because he would be happy. Of course i would be sad but at least he would be happy. I don't see why they can't follow that Dx All the other situations, I'm not even gonna talk about cuz i'll just get angry again.

*sighs in relief* it was nice to let all my thoughts out. I feel so free, sort of. Well, I'm not going through "ALOT" but its alot for me i guess. I just need to relax. ^_^

My summer is so fucking awesome!!!

*sarcasm*

My summer is so damn boring! Geez...


The only great thing about my summer is talking to my beloved boyfrined more
I'm so attached to him
makes me wish i can go visit him or he can visit me, but its complicated.
I loves him lots






My summer is boring tho.
I've done almost everything you can do at home.
Watch TV [it feels like the channels run together]
listen to music [listening to music is starting to get alittle annoying -_-]
go on the computer, play games, write stories, etc.
draw [the drawings turn into EPIC FAILURES]

My summer is also boring cuz my mom is making me wake up early...
I want to stab her with a fork
I want to sleep late and wake up late
BUT NOOOOOO!!!
That bitch won't let me!
I have to "help" clean the house!
If she kept the fucking house clean, we wouldn't have to clean so damn much!
I also have to workout
for field hockey and all that
plus i'm trying to drop some weight.
I am so bored in my free time tho
ZOMG! i didn't even start my summer assignment yet!
And i only have a month left on vacation left!

I wish i took English CM... I'm such a fucking idiot!
I want to relax on my summer
but i can't!!!
i need a soda
i was more mellow and relaxed during school...
Why the fuck is that?!
i'm getting sleepy
I'm just ranting on
i wish i could just fly away from my trouble
but instead i feel like i'm on fire
i might go hang out at the library
so i can get my summer assignment done
i have to read two books and write essays on them.
i also have to go to Field Hockey Camp from July 23-July 26
I better get started.
i wonder if i can switch to english CM.

I also need to look for driving classes
I need to get a physical for field hockey too :l
you guys are probably thinking: =>
I don't blame you!
I'm just bored
I'mma go to sleep now
seee you when i've got time to
I'm too busy.
I love dA and all you deviants

I love






Sorry

just being stupid =>

this page has been invaded by emoticons!

You all have a great summer [unlike me ]




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Requests Rules
I am now taking requests from anyone. If you would like me to draw/write something of your liking then I will draw/write it. Please send me a NOTE if you have a request. However, I do have rules unfortunately, such as:
No Anti-SasuSaku(sorry I just don’t appreciate that, being it’s my favorite couple)
No SasuKarin(definitely not ), SasuIno()
No Naruto Yaoi(gay)/Yuri(lesbian) couples (I will do yaoi and yuri from other animes/mangas)
No Anti-Sasuke or Anti -Sakura
I will do very descriptive sexual scenes in fan fictions. With drawings I will draw sex but nothing will be shown.
I will allow crossovers. For example, Bleach meets Naruto
No requesting photos of me
No flaming of any religions or religious beliefs or symbols
I will not draw any nude drawings or any pornography
Try not to ask for too much. I love to work with detail but don’t make it too difficult
I will credit you for requesting
^{Though I have many rules I might make exceptions because you all are awesome so just ask}
NOTE:
I do have limitations. I do struggle with some concepts in drawing and writing. I am still working on my techniques. I want to satisfy you all, but please do not flame me for not satisfying you. However, I do appreciate critiquing. Critiquing is a way for me to get better. I can tell the difference between a critique and a flame. If you do critique, don’t be afraid to go all out (meaning don’t be afraid to hurt my feelings). It does hurt, but it helps. Well, I’m used to it I guess. Time is also an issue since I am in high school. If I am taking too long I haven’t forgot about you, I’m just really busy or I am having a drawer’s block (I HATE THOSE!!! ). If it feels like I forgot you just KINDLY remind me and I will get it done ASAP. Have fun!

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Newest Watchers:
:

People I Watch:


People that Watch Me:


Clubs:


Someone tell me if I forgot any of you!

Thanks for Watching me!! OR For Letting Me Watch You! (that's sounds wrong xD)

I finally found a way to download Youtube videos!!!
And i downloaded a whole bunch of Naruto Episodes!!!
YAYZ!!!!

I was really excited to make my first AMV!

Most of my videos are random shit with my friends and slideshows, but now i made a real AMV!
Alot of people seem to like it and they say it's good for my first AMV! You all should do me a favor and check it out xD. I would really appreciate it! Oh and tell me what you think x3.

All you Naruto fans should know about when Sasuke left Konoha. Before he left, he encountered Sakura. The video shows all of Sakura's thought about Sasuke and how she did so much for him and he never thanked her. Then at the end... I'm not telling!!! HAHA!! watch it to find out lol xD

Hope you like it if you watch it!

Video: [link]

I'll try making more later :3